Friday, April 6, 2007

no more student

4years or 5years (including the year i took off) being a student in college, what have i learned ? i was a pretty hard working student in college i think. The result of that is what you can see on my website . Anyway, jumping into the real world, the professional world, is not the same what i had in mind. If i knew this while i was in school, would it be more different than now ? Going back to the past and regretting is not my style. At least, i don't want to. It was me who made that decision and I did my best at that moment, so it is fine.

Experiencing the real world gives me a little bit of bitterness. People in the real world only want you when they need you. You might already heard of this a lot, so you might know about that fact already. However just knowing the fact and experiencing is totally different story. When it comes to your story, people around you, it is not that great feeling to have. I am not trying to act like a little kid, it is just as a beginner of being one of the society i face the REALITY. Perfectly this relationship lasts long dependent on "gain and loss". So you should be prepared to "Give them what THEY WANT". The society is not like a mom, it doesn't nag you to do something. You will work with them on their needs. If it doesn't work out well, they will say goodbye with a fake smile. They say hello to you with a big hug and say good bye with a fake smile.

I should be more competitive in this field. I want to absorb what i can learn from them like a sponge. sbbbb.

no more student.
no more no more.

on my own.
gotta live.


God will make a way.
i believe.

1 comment:

Joshua said...

as i already said, from 2nd paragraph, it's the best passage that i've ever read before. exactly shows how i feel'in theses dayz. surprised you're experiencing & feeling pretty same world & way of mine =)