time flies

time goes by so fast.
it is already May..

it is weird.. i am still here.. i thought i couldn't handle it. but apparently i am doing pretty well. Yes. I am proud of myself. Good girl.. Soojung.. and of course super Thanks to God.

i try not to regret anything in my life and i don't like saying sorry to other people. B/c i am sorry doesn't fix other people's hurt feelings. Why would you do that in the first place if you will be sorry. Yes..of course you probably didn't know that you will be sorry. haha. that is why people need time to think and let it sink.... When you realize what was wrong and you want to go back to where you made a mistake, now you are not even sure if you can do it without any fear of messing it up again.

When you keep thinking about it, time doesn't wait for you. Eventually it will fade and you won't even remember what you've done and what you could have done to your life. And you will think those people around you are the only your people.

I want to see things clearly. I need to see things clearly. God. please let me have those eyes.